Friday, April 29, 2005
todae got a match ... go sch as normal then teacher help us revise frm the start ... aft tat go for lunch ... got a bodybuilding contest then we stand there and see until it is time to go back to class ... i go back the last cause wan see the contest .. haha go in then bee sae we can go le we pass the test so dun need to go for the lesson .. so surprise i will pass the test .... lol go to the circle there see the contest wit a few of bee fren ... sit facing the contestent ... sit there and eat chocolate ... saw dear at ther third floor ... sms wit her ... saw dear and her fren keep laughing... haha reali got some is no muscle onli got fats de also join ... we all keep joking abt them .. was watching the above 65kg de contest then hear behind us got people laughing very loud so turn back and saw dear and her fren laughing all the way ... go stand beside dear and tok to her ... go back my place to sit ask dear wan sit ma she sae dun wan then after a while i feel someone touching my shoulder then i turn back and saw dear ... move and let her sit beside me ... she keep laughing until lik wan cry out lik tat ... lol so funny ... dear sae she it hot so use our assement paper to help her chuai fong ... aft we watch finish i accompany dear go cafe find her fren ... aft tat go find bee then go back class find jeff they all ... nth to do so go third floor chuai aircon then after tat go library... listen to song then tom keep coming di siao ... so when i finish i go pin him on the ground until the teacher wan scold us ... go change shirt then to call me sae jus now play until his hp screen spoil ... cannot do anything so go play bb ... sian... cause todae got the match so cannot send dear hm ... so guilty .... haiz ... no mood to play sia cause of this match nvr send dear hm ... play the match against bedok ite ... score two ball onli ... both tai ko de ... finish the match then go hm online chat wit dear ... haha dear wrote a testi for me ... going to see it now ... bye ... sry dear nvr send u hm todae ...
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10:25 AM
Thursday, April 28, 2005
todae had a nice sleep wak up at 1130 then go sch .. in bus nth to do so do the crossword puzzle ... reach sch go cafe find henry then saw him wit bee they all.. sti there then they sae here de all fail except ah bee ... .go join them then after a while see sae sao zi coming le then i go find her cause she wan me help her look aft her things .. walk out of cafe empty handed but came back in with my hand full ... put those things on the table while i open my bag then teng come di siao say his pocket bigger then he help me kip .. haha call him dun di siao then faster put those things into my bag ... so heavy sia lik carrying gold bars ... lol haha jk jk ...wait outside the class for teacher ... idiot mak us wait so long ... go in do our test ... so diff sia .. then henry ask me how but very diff to sae and i also dun knoe so nvr sae ... do finish the test then i tell teacher i dun know how to do sure go join tom they all de the fail group but he look through the paper and sae no is bee group ... hear le was so happie but knoe he is onli making me happie ... haiz ... after tat wanted to go but henry sae wa lao pang seh then i waited for him .. haha sit beside him help him do .. haha then thing teacher saw then he call me go away then i sae i waiting for him then he walk away ... after tat go find dear .... stand outside the toilet and wait ... send dear home aft tat ... when going home tat time then remember i forget to pass dear the caculator so call dear and wait for her downstairs ... send dear up the lift then go home ....reach home then bath after tat go eat ... eat halfway tom call me go play bb ... sms dear first then go ... reach bus stop then bee call me and tell me tml playing against jackie ... first thing though of dear ... dun knoe she can go see ma ...aft tat go play for a while then they go use the court to train silat .. sianz .. go another court to play ... play until 9 then come home online cause tell dear i online at 945 .. haha but i online 5 min earlier .. haha .. chatting wit dear now ... :) ya still got sumthing .. kor is ok le ... safe and sound ... haha got 2 week mc then he very happie .... lol ...
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10:20 AM
Wednesday, April 27, 2005
wake up as normal then go out of my house then receive dear message call me help her tak safety pin so walk back home to tak the safety pins ... go sch as usual todae ... so tired ... message dear in the bus ... wanted to wait for double decker but dun have ... if nvr board this bus then will be late so board the bus .. dear had a bad dream yesterdae .. dear dun go think le it is onli a dream... forget abt it and hav a gd dream tonite k ... when sch then go pass safety pin to dear .. saw dear face so sad ... keep asking her wat happen .. call her smile then she jus force a smile out .. very worried dear sad .. accompany dear back to her class then tell her if she dun smile i cannot concentrate then she also force a smile ... but before she went in then she finally smile .. feel better aft tat ... walk to find bee then saw her fren but forget her name le then she sae dear they all go back to class le ar then i say ya then walk to find bee le ... go to the class then sleep in class .. todae last lesson then revision le ... wake up then to eat ... finish eating already go library use com .. purpose later cause go for the stupid pie lesson so sian ... go there le then they sae u all now then come can go home soon le then we was lik huh how come then they sae todae end early ... go third floor chui aircon again .. sit there tok tok .. aft tat plan to go play bb for a while cause hav to wait for dear then when we reach there they playing match le so we sit there and watch ... dear message me aft a while sae she finish sch le ... then tell bee sae i gtg then he lik sort of sian diao but also bo bian .. dear more impt then the basketball .. go cafe outside wait for dear then send dear home... reach cwp then go toilet ... aft tat sit wit dear at the interchange there and hav a long tok wit dear .. tok frm sunny dear until become raining ... aft tat send her home then i go home .. walk pass bb court then sae eric ... so long nvr play bb wit him so play wit him for a while... gd timing dear is sleeping then i dun wan go home so early so play bb wit him .. aft a while rodman come .. he sae to me how come so long never come play bb ... ite very busy mehz then i go reply him sae i accompany dear ma then he sae oh ya got dear sure will more busy de .. aft tat i smile to him and continue playing ... play 3on3 against philiphino ... lose to them .. but at least got score some ball can le .. aft tat saw the SL jemery play 1 on1 wit him he lik purposely let me win so DL ... play wit eric aft tat .. win him haha .. play until very di siao sia him .. he play then see u wan lay up then he go hug me then pull me away frm the ring until people see us also laugh .. but still win him .. play wit others and win them .. haha we both always team up then will play till very SL de but very fun to play wit him cause he solo i also can solo ...haha he score the first ball then SL wit me then i score the second ball then i sae to him u can i cannot mehz .. haha then our oppenent also DL cause cannot catch up wit us haha .. we two team will play till very lag but still can win de .. haha ...he under probation so cannot always play bb ... haha ... aft a while guan chai come .. hahaha before he reach there then he keep shouting song wei jia you song wei jia you .. mak me so pai seh .. haha he ar still always wit gals .. aft tat go ask him wan play match ma then saw his tattoo .... same as yong siang ... lol gay sia .. still got a tai ji .. haha lame .. y dun go make a donald duck more cute ma .. haha jk jk ... he dun wan play wit us ... keep pulling the ring cause very long nvr pull le .. haha after tat rodman come back wit edmond and yang si bro then edmond sae lao po cook at home le call u go home eat le ... cannot hear properly so keep huh then ask eric wat they sae so he tell me then got a gal look at him and smile haha .. eric ... hahaha kidding .. finish playing then come home eat and then online ... jus gd finish eating kor finish using the com ... so online and help dear write testi in her new account ... aft tat come write tis entry .. tml kor going for operation so wish him gd luck ... EH MONKEY GD LUCK hahaha lol .. kidding ... haha missing dear now faster finish then can go chat wit dear le ... bye gtg .. dear ar tak care of urself hor dun keep drinking papaya juice .. haha k off to chat wit dear le ... A not dear is lao po haha lol ... k gone .. cheeky lao gong signing off ..
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10:12 AM
Tuesday, April 26, 2005
todae go sch as normal .. study in class .... wen for recess aft tat .. dear sae maybe she and her fren will join us so i find a table big enough for us ... at first onli got me and bee de then slowly everyone come ... the gay also come ... so pissed off so call ah bee call him siam ... cause not enough place and dun wan see him ... tom found a table aft tat then we all go there lucky gay nvr go ...going to buy food then saw dear and her fren .. ask her wan come our there sit ma she sae dun wan ... so she eat wit her fren ... going off tat time go sae bye bye to her and call her to message me aft her sch end ... went to bb court cause kennth wan play bee then call us go along ...go there then was so hot ... see bee tak off shirt i also tak off cause very hot then dun wan mak my clothes wet so tak off and sit there wit him ... no one wan play wit us ... all so hum de ... wen to third floor to chui aircon cause the weather so hot ... sit there then got a group of gals keep walking pass us ... ah bee told me before they think they very chio then got one of them will keep looking at any guys who walk pass her de see whether the guy who walk pass her got look at her ma .. lol ... haha realli lehz yesterdae waiting for dear in cafe then she walk pass i group of guys then she look at everyone of them ... haha then she look at me and zoe ... lol .. she walk pass our table then look at us then i sae think ni hen mei we wan see u ar ... haha ... then her fren the wen bin sis and her another fren keep running around our table lik playing catching lik tat ... haha ... zoe go eh them haha i was there laughing .. so old le still play tis type of game ... think is the wen bin sis bdae .. they go fill their water bottle aft tat then the think she very chio tat gal lik wan kanna splash then she walk to our table then sae to her fren here got innocent people then me and zoe was lik u dare spill on us u die ... haha then me and him keep joking ...hai yo sae too far away le ... back to todae ... ya ah bee was lying down on the floor then they walk pass then ah bee sit up and he sae to us tat the think she very chio tat gal look at her then he was lik eeeek ... went for the eep test aft tat .. knoe how to measure and mak the circuit but dun know how to write reason .. hais dun know can pass ma ... doubt ... oh ya during the test henry ask me how to make the capicitor then tell him until DL cause during the test cannot tok .. reali sae until DL ... almost do for him then change our whole circuit board ... bo bian cannot dun help him ... still got the reading ... wen to look for bee aft test cause we finish very early... sit there wait for dear finish lesson ... aft a while she sae she finish lesson then i go find her ... walk out of the hall saw her fren so knoe she sure there so wen there ... realli she is there .. send her home aft tat .. told her about the ninja turtle things then i also laugh lik siao .. on the bus keep toking to dear ... dun know y everytime like we see each other we lik frens at first then after a while then lik couple then in 168 de bus then lik married couple lik tat ... how i wish can skip the first one .. haha in the bus then dear call me dun laugh and close my eyes .. so hard to do it cause see her then i will laugh le .. haha this few dae keep joking wit dear over everything every little thing .. accompany dear go cwp buy hairband ... and she go buy a mp3 strap ... send her hm aft tat .... haha when waiting for the lift dear give me a pacifier haha .. cute .. send dear home then come home ... reach home pom pom then eat .. got try out my hp de password cause i forget it .. DL DL DL .... aft tat kor came home .. he use the com thought cannot use so sms dear sae i cannot use cause kor using surprise tat he use onli for a while so i can use .. cannot use too long caus mami dun wan let me use todae de ... toe toe use dae shhh ...
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9:34 AM
Monday, April 25, 2005
todae go sch as normal ... todae got listen to the lesson then halfway dear message to the wrong person then aft tat cannot concentrate then miss out the last part ... was so kan cheong ...but it is ok now everything is solved haha ... lunch time jackie come ask us wan play friendly match ma ... so we sae let ur find people first cause must hav 7 people so finding in this few daes ... must win them .. haha dun wan lost to them ... now got jeff me bee kiat and kennth le ... looking for two more .. dun knoe wan call hu ...go web development aft tat then got the project presentation then i go present then saw teacher write dun knoe us 0 or 6 in the mark ... haiz ... aft sch wait in cafe for dear wit zoe cause he waiting for his fren also...send dear home aft tat then keep joking ... told dear about the basketball match wit jackie then call her go watch ... she sae okie ... haha gonna play well on tat dae cannot let her down ... opps just now is the first time i type basketball this word wrongly for the first time and now the second time ... reach home and my dinner was finish by my kor so i cooked noodle to eat ... online aft tat and chat wit dear ... dear wrote for me testi ... chat wit dear and read the testi dear wrote for me ... write for dear another testi ... gonna flood her testi ... haha so happie todae .. first because todae dear put her arms around me ... feel so warm when she do tat ... reali ... told her about it and she is kinda happie ..haha second is todae joke wit dear until very happie ... think i laughting to sleep tonite ... third is dear wrote for me testi ... fourth she wrote a blog entry in our blog ... happie ... fifth is her nick ... mrs lee haha ... sixth my hp wun be gone haha ... super happie todae ... laughting to slp tonite and dreaming of her so going to find her in our blah blah land le ... onli for us ... haha lol ... k tats all zZZzzZzz
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10:39 AM
had tis entry done up in lesson time.. Duno y i feel confused since ytd night.. i couldn't sleep at all.. i was thinkin about him throughout the night.. i did not cry but my heart turns sour whenever i tin of him.. i miss him.. so badly.. i couldn't see him.. i could onli see him in my mind.. it has been a month plus together.. i somehow feel e urge to tell him that i love him so much tt i reali can't do without him anymore.. indeed, he blend into my life.. fills my life with full of colors.. No one could replace him in my heart.. no one had his place anymore.. onli him in my own world.. how can i do w/o u when u're not here wif me tight in ur arms..? All i could say is , i love u so.. Baby, i will never leave u alone in my world..
I dun wana see u in pain.. I dun wana see u so misery.. I dun wana make u cry.. I dun wana make u lonely.. Cux i'm here.. to be with u forever.. U can say i think too much.. yes i m.. cux jealously is e sign of true love .. I love u, i need u, i want u and i miss u..
FeL 9.44 am.
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9:44 AM
Saturday, April 23, 2005
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10:35 PM
went to sch to fetch dear come my house as usual ... wait at the bus stop for dear then heard a couple quarreling at the bridge then got a gay beside me sae he hates to see couple then like to see couple quarrel ... so du lan so i look at him ... his digusting looks make me feel lik puking ... saw dear after a while ... she looks so angry so dun dare to tok scared i will sae something wrong and make it worst ... dear come my house after tat... dear sae she feel lik eating tibits so we went to a 7eleven shop near my house to buy tibits ... actually dear wan to buy two packet de but then she took de first packet was like so big so i onli let her choose one and she choose the big packet one of cosh haha... dear dun eat so much tibits bad for health ... dear brought the movie show the pacifier to my house to watch ... the show quite funny then guy driving skill is like a racer and he really is a fighter ... after we watch finish tat we watch office you gui haha then i ask dear she got attachment ma then she sae should be got then i sae must be careful cause office you gui ... haha then she tickle me.. think so ba cannot remember when she tickle me cause yesterdae she was tickling me the whole dae ... haha ... i pull her hand when the ghost coming then she use the blanket to cover her face haha ... oh ya dear likes to bite her finger when watching horror shows and will cover her face wit things without fail ... haha got a part i tell her she sure will kanna scare de then i tell her u will be scare soon but she dun understand so she jus continue watching until the part she reali kanna scare haha i was lik haha so funny ... she suddenly lik jump but lucky i hold her down arbo she realli will xia dao until very jia lat de... i was laughing then she look at me so i stop laughing ... everytime i see her face i will bu zi bu jue de laugh de ... think after tat she tickle me then i sae bu yang then she keep tickling me until i pi on the bed my face flat on the bed and she was laughing but she cant see so she thought not itchy so she keep tickling me then when she stop i sae bu hui yang ... but i really can feel tat it is not so itchy lik last time le ... haha .... dear help me massage my back ... so comfortable but onli for a while cause i dun wan her tired her hands ... just nice the show finish a while then my bro call and ask me wan watch shows ma he go rent then i was sui bian so ask dear cause scared she have to reach home early then she sae ok so my bro rent a movie back call the face haha ... we watch the show together wit my sis and bro ...dun knoe my sis is watching the show or looking at my bro throughout the show .. she is not lik tat in the past de lor ... my bro keep saying her cause she keep looking at him haha ... me and dear was watching the show ...dear cover her face again when the ghost come out again ... haha ... after we finish the show we watch tv program ... watch until 9 then send dear home ... help her to carry bag ... took some photo in the bus...we tak the mrt to admirlty then walk back to dear house frm there so can spend more time wit her ... send her to the house then went home ... saw her sis didi and daddy when the lift door open ... dun knoe wat to sae so i sae halo uncle and bye bye uncle ... wen home aft tat and reach home at 11 sumthing ... go have a bath then when i come out i saw my hp got 4 missed call ...knoe it is frm dear but dun knoe wan call her hp or her house so i message her ... she was so tired so i call her to go sleep and it was the first time saying gd nite to someone on phone was so diff to sae out but when i think is dear then i hav no problem saying it out ... went to cook maggie for myself and my bro aft tat ... my kor rent the show i do i do and watched it in my room then i watch halfway then fall asleep cause really is tired ... think of dear before i sleep ... end of yesterdae ... time for todae ... wake up in the morning then dear appear in my mind ... dun wan to sleep after tat then when mami come home she sae y i todae wake up so early and she never buy my breakfast ...wait for her to cook so i use the com saw dear online so chat wit her for a while cause she for a swim wit mei xian ... dun knoe tom the pimp(A mei you la lol) coming my house to do his project ma if now i going to fetch dear home aft her swim ... haha k going off to watch new vcd le the sister ...
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1:24 PM
Friday, April 22, 2005
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11:35 AM
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11:34 AM
todae morning first thing when i reach sch is go find dear cause wan pass dear sunthing... go cafe find dear then give dear the bottle of sand and shell i took frm pasir ris park... went pasir ris park wit tom the dae before... take the sand and shell le then go look for those bottle use to contain the sand and shell ... aft tat go to a bus stop and make then bottle of thing ... sit and the back of the bus stop and do then everyone who walk pass keep looking at us as if we siao de lik tat ... so pai seh but didnt care them ... oh ya back to todae ... pass dear the thing then dear also give me something .. dear gave me a cd she burn tat remind her of we two and she decorate the cover ... haha so cute ...hai yo call u dun do until so late u do until 1 ... my turn to da ur pi pi le ar ... haha ... go back to class and listen to those song .... yi bian listening to teacher yi bian listening to song ... aft listening to those song then i lie on the table ... plan to close my eye for a while but end up waking up onli aft the lesson end ... haiz ... so tired and blur then i ask bee teacher giv break ar then he sae teacher finish lesson le then i was lik omg i nvr listen ... haiz ... went to cafe to eat then go back lesson ... draw the stupid graph ... hahaha at least i got listen how to draw graph ... aft sch then see a rehersal on ite bodybuilder then we all go sit there and see haha after tat go di siao ... haha ... follow bee go bb court ... then started to play match but onli play one round ... after tat go dry up my sweat cause got the photo taking ... go there at 2 then she sae can come back at 240 so go cafe sit wit tom ... about 230 then she call me go up then i go up alone ... go in then see zoe fren tat xiao hui or watever ... sit alone then she come ask me u felicia stead ar then i sae ya then nvr tok le ... wa lao eh they help me put make up then feel so uncomfortable cause first time then still go style me hair until i look so gong ... went to office and stand there wait for them to make up for the teacher ... the gal call me help her carry her make up kit ... haiz look so stupid wit the make up ... simply hate it ... aft tat go first floor and take the pic ... wa lao make me stand beside the xiao hui ... so i sit nvm then still call me put my hand on her shoulder ... wa lao eh then i ask the photographer can i change place wit another guy cause beside him is the teacher ... they are deaf nvr reply me ... idiot ... got no choice so i put but nvr touch her ... my hand was hanging up in mid air but frm their side is touching ... timing so bad dear and her fren walk pass saw dear walk away so thought dear saw it and was angry then my smile was so fake aft tat ... the photographer they all keep calling me smile ... dun lik to tak photo cause i look so werid then they still call me go tak photo ... dun knoe how to smile when nvr see dear ... haiz last 20 pic still call me stand beside xiao hui shoulder then he knoe dear is around cause i keep moving away ... hahaha walk pass then xiao hui sae ni de stead lie le then the teacher hear then ask me where then i point to dear direction haha then the photographer they all also heard tat then when i keep moving away frm xiao hui he sae now he is the photographer then he dun care whether my stead is around or wat then i was lik so du lan feel lik scolding him and walk away how dare he sae tat ... thought of wat dear sae mus control my temper so i ren him ... aft tat wan go find dear then saw her fren then they sae dear in cafe so i went to look for her ... of cosh go wash off the make up first then go ... wa lao go gel my hair .... eeeek ... wash away my fridge de gel ... then go find dear immediately cause thought dear saw tat so wan faster go explain to her ... go out of toilet saw xiao hui toking to dear they all so thought xiao hui explain to dear ... sit beside dear then ask dear wat xiao hui tell her ... then dear sae she nvr sae anything ... so i tell dear about tat cause wan her to knoe dun wan her fren to sae cause scared will make it worst by anyhow saying ... send dear home aft tat then went home ... reach home then mei call me accompany her go play bb then i sae dun wan then she giv me tat face then i message and tell dear i go play bb until 1020 lik tat but play until a while then no mood to play le cause suddenly miss dear badly so i went home bath and online ....haha chatting wit dear now ... hao xing fu wor ... haha lol ... STUPID PHOTOGRAPHER
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10:12 AM
Thursday, April 21, 2005
todae dear nvr come sch cause she got performance at ite hq ... haiz nvr see her for the whole dae ... sit in the class then damn tired so sleep ... wake up aft a while .. then my eye lid keep jumping so very worried something bad will happen ... so worried sit in the class worried for the whole lesson until dear message me and tell me she finish her dance le then i relieve... nvr eat during lunch break cause eat at the morning le ... then lunch break tat time we go stadium then i sit alone and think of dear ... miss her so much ... aft tat go join jeff then lie down on the chair and fall asleep ... sleep until so shoik then kiat go di siao me then i wake up but sleep aft a while later ... so tired ... wake up then my hand and leg both numb then walk lik bai ka ... then giv people that tired face of mine ... oh ya todae go sch they still dun knoe i cut hair le ... haiz ... aft sch then tom come my house and do his project ... do halfway then keep distrubing me ... rapping at my ear ... help him to do his project and chat wit dear at the same time ... realli miss her so much ... nvm tml can see dear le ... so mus be patient ... i m waiting for u ...
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7:47 AM
Tuesday, April 19, 2005
todae go sch as normal ... go for the lesson then dear wait for me to finish sch ... haha she finish sch at 3 then actually tell her i will go doen and accompany her at 330 until 430 for an hr cause her fren all gone home le ... haha now knoe yi ke ren wait de feeling be ... so must treat me better cause i always wait for u ... haha ... teacher giv us break time at 2 something then i go canteen and eat ... when ordering food tat time i saw her entering the cafe alone so i go chat wit her for a while then go tak the food i order ... sit at the same table wit dear and pang seh bee they all cause she is alone... brought the breakfast set then ask the to eat the bread she dun wan ... hai yo so scared she hungry cause she nvr eat during recess ... go buy her favourite chestnut drink for her to drink ... see her do her hwk while i eat ... haha told her yesterdae sae i have to go home and her a gal do something then she jealous ... haha the gal is u ... haha sa nui hai... dun jealous le k ... now u knoe who is the gal le ... haha realli very scared u will anyhow think yestredae night aft i dun wan wan tell u hu is the nui hai cause if i sae le then no surprise le haha ... dear thanks for the ring u gave me tat dae ... haha fel19 sam03 haha ... wun let it leave my hand unless i hav no choice ... if i tak out le then must ma fan u to wear it back for me again k ... send dear back home as normal ... giv her a something on bus 168 ... haha so late giv u cause wan see u will thought i forget ma haha but u nvr ask haiz my plan fail ... haha todae is me and dear de first mth anniversary ... she did something for me and i also do something for her ... haha marriage cert haha .. must kip properly hor cause soon will have a birth cert le haha ... opp sae wrongly is birth certs haha ... aft u read the thing i wrote got feel touch ma ... doing tat thing and forcing my eye to open at the same time ... touched ba ... feel happy rather then guilty cause i nvr ever giv up basketball for anyone even if they tell me to until i knoe u ... i gave it up willing ... haha touched ba lol haha k dun make u touched le later u cry again haha... HAPPY 1ST MTH ANNIVERSARY ... soon will be MAN YUE le haha .. my loyalty will always be as long as u jus blah blah forget le ... haha tonite gonna dream of u again ... tml meeting dear in the morning le so happy ... :) see ya tml ... ai ni yi shen si zhen xing ...
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11:20 AM
Saturday, April 16, 2005
yesterdae reach sch at 1030 got for the lesson then wen to play basketball aft tat ... todae nvr fetch dear hm cause she going out ...wen to find dear during break time cause her fren wan knoe guy de ring size... wear the jersery she gave and go find her ... feel so werid so call jeff accompany me ... aft tat i walk wit dear back to her class wearing the jersery and th sch long pants ... realli look v werid ... went back to the court and play bb ... aft tat we go cafe to eat and hav a rest ... go back to the court then sit at the shelter beside the street soccer court there and rest ... listen to the song if u r not the one then think of those time when i went out wit dear and the time i jio dear... aft tat go back to the court and start playing again ... aft a while saw chong kiat the pussy ... they go challenge gals cause wan eat the gals tou fu then his fren still bang down one of the gals then they still can laugh ...we all kan them bu shuang so pen bin go sae next team ... haha they go tell the gals sae wan trash us haha end up kanna trash by us ... haha play until very rough cause they all on fire then we purposely make them angry ... then when we win win the gals keep laughting at them ... cause one of them is kiat fren ... aft we win them i go kuai lan with the chong kiat ... i go laugh at him then sae eh i think u can go home sleep la dun play basketball then when he sit down at the court there i go sae i think u sit there see us play better haha ... then my fren keep laughing ... then mak him super du lan then he sae put in newspaper ma then i go sae anything then he sae wan call reporter ma then i reply him sae go call lor ... sit there watch better la dun tok la ... haha ... still remember last time in ses sch then he wit a group of gals wan hao lian to them then he sae to me eh song su wan go back le ar then i turn at him and sae cb la then he pai seh in front of the za bo then they go laugh at him... play basketball in sch until very late then the light never on so we change place to boon keng... went there saw john fren ... the ming yi center wa lao eh so tall ... play match wit them then kanna trash ... 7-2 always got pen bin then we will lose de ... sway ... luck the two ball i score de wat else sure dun wan go back the court again de ...aft tat they went to pan bin house for dinner then me and bee go a void deck tok ... wa so song we both nvr wear shirt then sit there tok then reach home at 1210 ... end of yesterdae... todae go sch fetch dear to my house ... on my way to sch saw my cousin ... tok she board the bus one stop before i alighted so nvr tok much ... wait for dear at the same place ... saw a gay at the bus stop worst then the alan ... dear come my house watch white chicks then she was laughing so happily ... see she laugh i also very happie ... haha ... mami but dinner but dear sae she dun wan ... then when mami is back i call dear go eat together she keep saying she is full ... persuade until dear face lik angry then dun dare ask anymore scared dear realli angry so i wen to eat ... first time finish so fast cause she alone in my room so eat faster then can go accompany her .. send dear home at 7 sumthing ... then we alight the bus at admiraty then walk back to her house ... haha had a lot of jokes and fun on the way to her house ... reach dear house then no one at home so wanted to wait wit dear at her house de void deck but when we went down she sae her six sense sae mami reach home le then she went up again ... went home aft tat ... reach home then go do my things finish le then online chat wit dear ... think tat all for todae... haha dear coming to my hus for dinner tml cause kor de gf also coming ... haha can see her tml le haha ... miss her so much ... my gong zu ...
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11:15 AM
Thursday, April 14, 2005
yayee~ finally ~ haahaa .. ok, wadever .. again!! x) dearie make tis blog specially fer me n him .. :) tts reali v sweet of him .. =] love him alot .. n its a real thing .. my feelings fer him its real .. always be real..
he used to be a bball freako, bball means everything to him .. nothing more impt than tis in da world but he almost gif up bball bcux of me .. me, entering into his life .. gave up his time fer me .. no matter how late i'm gonna stay in schl, he's willing to wait.. jux fer me ..i somehow feels so selfish fer taking his time up .. i jux wana let him noe i love him alot ..
nw i trully feels e love i had from him .. inexpressible state .. a feeling which confused me by love i had .. no words can describe how much i love him.. always thinking of him every now n then .. n makes me want him more than ever .. tt love was nvr meant to be in e first place, but everythin proves me wrong .. i was with him .. right there in his arms.. tt angelical look in his face melts my heart away.. tt look i will nvr forget.. indeed , my mind was thinkin of him, his face, his kisses, his warmth n his sweet words ..
Nobody could replace him here in my heart .. i kept him in my heart .. i want him to feel my love fer him .. my love for him is a never ending one .. no matter wad n when, i want him to feel love by me .. always .. e tears i shed fer him is worth it .. Promise me baby, u dun haf to change a thing cux u duno hw much u mean to me.. whenever u're down u can always lean on me.. i would be with u till e end of time n i promise u . =] i love u lots sweetie . 19.04.05 x)
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11:00 PM
todae wen sch for lesson then saw amy in the bus ... tok to her about our sec sch de things and ite stuff ... reach sch so early cause henry call me go sch earlier to accompany him then when i reach sch he still not there yet ... then wen we went for lesson they sae fong nvr come ... so cunning nvr sae he nvr cum todae jus because he wan us to come for the web development ... do the stupid project ... so pressure dun knoe wat to do then grace behind me keep toking to me then i turn and scold her ... so noisy ... spoil my mood ... then call henry dun disturb me ... dun knoe how to do the project ... stress ... message dear and tell her sae i 930 then finish sch le then realise dear angry of the teacher ... go to have lunch then someone come tell use later the chua take over fong lesson ... dun knoe wan to go for his lesson ma but we still go ... go back class then everyone is playing wit com so i also play ... play for the whole two lesson ... then they sae the pe teacher also nvr come but got relieve teacher so we go mark attendence then go play bb le ... play onli a game vs quite strong de oppenent ... surprising we won ... went to sit at the stadium to dry my sweat... then tell me the reason y i nvr run and block some shots by those guy ... aft a while dear come find me i go change then accompany dear go home ... on the bus dear lean on my shoulder then i ask her will smelly or not then she sae got sweat de smell then i move away frm dear then dear hold on to my hand then dun let me move away and she continue to lean on my shoulder ... remember got once i ask dear if i very sweaty wat will she do then she sae dun go near her then todae she still help me take my pe shirt wit her whole hand not finger... so surprise and happie cause i still remember i told dear sae luv me and u have to luv my sweat too haha ... tat time was really kidding wit dear onli but dear really not scared of my sweat le ... feel so happie lik siao ... reach cwp then go toilet ... send dear home then she sae she very long never eat sweet and chocolate le so bring dear go her house downstairs de minimart then buy chocolate for her ... at first she dun wan go in de then she keep wan run away then i sort of pull her in .... but not really use my force .... send her up then i go home ... reach home then go pom pom after tat online ... kor come back aft a while then he use the com for a while then i tell him i wan use so he let me use ...todae mami mood super good ... haha also dun knoe why ... jus now hear my bro sae wat tio wat thing ... think i going wit him feel more an xing ... at least if got anything i can help him ... haha ... tat wat bro are for haha ... jk jk ... todae luck cheong coming back le ... haha tml got people to tok cock with le ... missing u so much ... are u feeling the same as me ... haiz ... yawn .... tml can sleep longer cause teacher postphone the lesson tml ...
with LOVE ; *
9:02 AM
Wednesday, April 13, 2005
todae go sch at 9 25 lik tat cause todae sch start late cause teacher postphone the lesson in the morning to other dae ...haha sleep till so shuang ... henry called my hp and ask me where m i then i tell him i in sch ... wanted to tell him lesson phostphone yesterdae nite but scared chao dao ta cause very late le so never tell him .. lucky i nvr off hp cause i told dear sae if she is feeling unwell in the middle of the nite then call me anytime ... arbo henry realli jia lat ... message dear in the morning ... went sch and someone call me frm my back ... turn back and saw bee zoe and zhu ... so go wit them ... wen wit me back class first then teacher giv us one puzzle ... wa lao we was lik sian diao ... call us go sch jus to do a puzzle ... lame lor ... then bee was there scolding teacher cause he cannot find the word then he copy my then hand up to teacher then sae i copy his ... wa lao eh wong wong wong wong wong wong ni de tou fa xiang mi fong haha ... lol ... joke wit him in class and sleep together during lesson ... my best bro in ite... aft lesson then when go cafe then jimson go bang ah bee then ah bee was so heat up so he push him until he kanna stun ... bee was staring at him then he got a fat fat then guai lan fren stare at us then me and bee stare at him until he turn away haha if tom is wit ur tom sure stare him until he die de haha ... miss tom tat joker ... class so sian witout him ... but lucky got bee and jeff ... wen out of cafe and saw dear... she go see a performance so we also go see ... sit at the back there see the performance ... aft tat go stadium sit then me and jeff (my another ite bro) go lie down on the chair ... haha ... wen to play basketball but nvr play match ... just pure shooting ... play a while then go 3 floor de aircon room then tok meanwhile wait for dear ... dear sms me then i go swimming pool entrance find dear ... saw the notice board then got a basketball tourment at july and aug ... haha then i tell kiat and jeff sae our next target ... accompany dear back aft i meet her .. saw dear bag so heavy so ask dear sae i change bag wit her .. dear keep saying dun wan ... then when we reach cwp then i just take dear bag and go down the bus ... then dear carry my bag and i carried her bag ... dear sae it looks werid cause the bag so small haha tell her nvm people wan laugh then let them laugh ... change back our bag before we board the last bus to dear hus ... alight the bus and it is raining outside ... use my hand to cover dear head then cross the road ... then send dear until her doorstep then go home aft tat ...
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9:19 AM
Tuesday, April 12, 2005
todae morning go meet dear then go sch together ... reach sch at 830 dear is late for lesson ... walk around the sch cause lesson start at 10 and no one has reach sch ... sianzzz ... haha saw jeff at 930 so go wit him to eat but i never eat ... went for lesson aft tat ... so tired ... bu zi bu jui fall asleep ... wat up during recess time ... saw dear message ... dear is sick ... worried ... dear sae she going back to rest ... wanted to aaccompany dear back but still got stupid lesson ... wen for lesson but cannot concentrate ... until dear reach home ... aft sch go play basketball wit bee they all cause so long nvr play together le .. when home when dear message me so can online and chat wit dear ... reach home bath then online ... eat while chatting wit dear ... miss u so much ... teamo ..
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8:46 AM
Monday, April 11, 2005
3 dae entry in 1 entry ... start frm sat ... went sch to fetch dear come my hus watch vcds ... go sch then saw teng ... he sae he wan go do project haha end up is waiting for li hua ... dear come out then li hua oso come out ... teng so di siao go take same bus as us ... he keep di siao dear ... almost scold him but see dear laughting by teng action so never sae anything ... dear come my hus and watch the ring 2 ... the ghost always frighten dear then dear will grap my hand and bit her nails ... so cute ... watch finish then call dear help me cut fingernails ... onli knoe y dear lik to lie on my shoulder and sleep ... so comfortable ... i lie on dear chest and almost fall asleep then dear wake me up call me dun sleep then dear ask me wan sleep how long then i sae 10 min but about 5 min then dear wake me up again ... dear still own me 5 min ... went to cwp wit dear to meet her fren mei xian and went to have dinner together ... went to have fastfood cause the foodcourt no place to sit le ... she was toking so happily wit mei xian ... although she was toking and joking wit mei xian but i nvr felt bored at all cause when i turn and look at her she will be laughing so happily ... realli melt my heart ... haha knoe dear still care about me even she is toking wit mei xian cause she is holding my hand tight when she is toking to mei xian on the way to eat and on the way back ... realli feel so happie ... send dear back and told her something tat make she sad and worried ... stupid mouth y sae out ... actually not going down the bus but then see dear so sad i cant just let her go so i alight with her ... dear eyes is so teary ... so sad when i see tat ... cross the road and saw a car coming was typing message halfway and was so sad so jus run pass the road ... onli fang xing when dear sae she is feeling better ... think i went to bath then sleep when i reach home... end of sat ... start of sundae ... wake up in the morning then my kor ask me go ice skating ... went wit him and hand a packet of nasi lemak before we went home ... on the way home i bought a hotdog waffle to eat ... reach home have a big plate of rice for dinner then went pasa malam wit my parent .. have another hotdog waffle and a chicken wing ... go watch performance then after tat go find mami then she cannot finish the noodle so i help to eat ... order cheng teng aft tat... then bought a wang wang de biscuit to eat ... after eat le then go sleep ... todae sch as normal ... then in class keep joking wit bee ... haha laughting lik siao ... aft sch got people frm nursing course tak num frm kait haha then we make him pai seh haha ... fetch dear home aft tat then forget to return back her so tml going to woodland to find dear in the morning ... gtg bye ... luv dear lots
with LOVE ; *
11:26 AM
Saturday, April 09, 2005
haha my first time meet dear to go sch together ... haha so happi ... sit at the railing till pi gu numb diao then stand there ... now then realise tat can wait for zhi zi xing ai de ren si na mo happie de haha... stand there then got some bishan park de student keep toking about za bo over there ... noisy ... after a while dear come ... haha dear face still look so tired ...give dear the band and stud i bought yesterdae ... dear sae hao silly wor u, sae wan go cwp find de things is this ar haha ... hope dear will wear the stud everydae ... board the bus and tok wit dear throughout the journey .... hai yo call dear sleep dear sae dun wan ... haha u dun wan sleep baby wan sleep lor haha ... dear sae she hungry then i sae i accompany dear go eat when we reach sch ... when we are on bus 31 henry called and sae todae got test ... haiz sian diao tell dear about it then dear sae nvm she also going back to class le not eating anymore ... reach sch then send dear to class aft tat then rush back class ...listening to music while do the test then keep thinking dear is starving ... haiz stupid test ...so hard ... faster finish test then go fake teacher sae i having a stomachach ... haha run down the stairs to the canteen to buy bread for dear ... use the stairs cause must act lik really going to the toilet ... wah stupid class at fifth floor ... reach first floor then sweating lik shit le ... haha but doing it for dear is worth ... saw yiwei then just sae hi then go le ... dun knoe dear lik eat wat type of bread so bought sandwich ... after tat message dear call her come out of her class ... haha dear also fake teacher sae she go toilet haha ... wait for dear outside toilet then accompany her back to her class... use the stairs to go back class.... saw guolong ... omg he knoe my secret haha then i call him help me lie to teacher then if teacher ask him then sae i really is in the toilet ... haha ... went in class and tat fong keep staring at me ... haiz dun care carry on do my things ... wen for break after tat so sian break time diff wit dear so cannot see dear ... when to compass point with tom after sch ... bought a birthdae gift for godmei ... haha lucky got tom help me choose ... went to seng kang cc to watch backetball cause nothing to do ... watch le then my hand itchy so call tom ask them play match ... haha we play 3 on 2 ... me and tom vs 3 of them haha ... play and think if dear is there watching me play jiu hao ... haha later i dunk ... jk jk not tat pro ... they start the ball and the first ball miss so i jump and get the rebound haha then guy in front of me stun by me haha ... clear the ball and do a reverse lay up ... so shuang .... still got the feeling ... after tat tom start ball and keep passing to me ... play so happie then the aunty call us go away they wan dance le so we went home ... haha we are winning when we went home ... 3-0 haha all 3 ball i score de haha ... ask tom y dun wan try himself then he sae he lost all confidence le cause too long never play le ... haiz ... went home send dear a couple of message then went to sleep ... wear the jersery dear gave me to sleep hope to dream of dear but haiz nvr dream of dear ...sad ... wake up le then my mei call me go play bb wit her sae a lot of my fren there so i went ... again thinking of dear when i play haha then alfe sae i got improve haha ... saw alan and he tell me todae his last dae ...sae tml going to court ... haiz less yi ke dui shou le ... play basketball with him for the last time .. choi choi .. think shuld be no problem ... play till very late ... reach home first thing see my phone ... got 3 message two frm dear one frm terrence ... sorry dear make u wait so long then i online ... sorry ... yesh tml dear coming to my house watch vcd haha can see dear again haha ... haha dear ar tml must help me cut finger nails le arbo i really become ah gua le haha ... chat wit dear just now and call dear help me shen a basketball team then i be coach dear be manager haha ... i sleepy le going to dreamland meet dear le haha bye bye blogger lol ... all thishappen on 8 apr but finish typing at 9 apr ... so ...... gd nite *snore* haha ...
with LOVE ; *
1:14 AM
Thursday, April 07, 2005
todae went sch and go canteen look for henry and tom ... then hear henry fren tio tai ji ... thought is his but lucky not his ... they had their breakfast and wen back to class after tat ... do project for eep ... after tat use the class de com to play cs ... haha so stupid sia the cs ... play finish then see henry and bee use basketball to play soccer ... haha the ball kanna confiscate then teacher call 3 of us go in tok haha then i keep laughing nvr care the teacher cause keep thinking henry fake bee then bee slide on the floor haha now think le still wan laugh ... haha ... wen pe then the yusof nvr come then change another teacher ... idiot sia this teacher ... mark attendence frm hall to field the chair then to the running track ... saw dear there with her frens ... me and bee scold the teacher cause very angry wit him ... dear heard it and was angry ... sry dear next time i be guai guai k :) haha ... send dear home after my class ... thks for waiting for me dear ... haha send her home le then on the way to admarity mrt dear message me then i walk back to dear house downstairs ... sit at the stairs waiting for dear reply then saw her sis and her bro then his bro ask me wan go up ... nvr meet dear cause dear cannot go out le ...so i go bus stop wait for bus to go cwp then realise dear mp3 with me so i wen dear house and pass her the mp3 then go le ... go cwp look for things then found it le then went home ... reach home and bath ... finish my things at 9 then chat wit dear online ... yesh tml meeting dear to go sch together ... haha ... tml faster come ...:p
with LOVE ; *
9:30 AM
Wednesday, April 06, 2005
todae went sch as usual ... dun knoe wat the teacher toking ... wanted to study but dun knoe how ... after tat go for pie lesson ... haha fun sia ... sort of moral education ... walk in and out of the class hack care the teacher cause this subject useless de ... after sch go gym wit zoe and zhu ... train till 2 then the gym close so had to go ... so cafe to have a bite haha saw dear but no place over there and all gals there so never go there ... wen to library and sleep aft tat ... wait for dear to finish cca .... had a bad dream then cannot laugh aft that dream until i see dear ... wait for dear when she finish outside cafe then saw jackie haha then he ask waiting for hu then i sae peng you then walk out of the sch gate then saw him then he wave to me haha ... still thought he dun knoe hu m i cause when he always tok to bee and tom onli haha ... accompany dear home ... keep joking on the bus ... then when going to the toilet at cwp then saw roi(a guy slacker knew on the BIG game) haha so coincidence then kanna hug by him haha dear jealous haha ... kidding ... exchange num wit him ... aft tat send dear home then i come home pom pom then online le ... waiting for dear to online now ...haha...
with LOVE ; *
9:32 AM
Tuesday, April 05, 2005
todae wake up thought i m late then realise todae lesson start at 10 haha sleep till so song ... went sch after tat wait for tom at interchange then saw henry so we waited for tom while eating mac breakfast haha ...reach sch late ... dun care ... use the com watch tong hua mtv after tat ... then message dear ... lesson so sian ... do project during eep haha ... got a break in between ... pass dear sumthing tat i do during lesson ... haha just see the pic cute then choose it ... send dear home aft tat ... joke wit dear all the way frm sch to her house ... haha joke wit dear about babi thing haha ...
with LOVE ; *
10:15 AM
Monday, April 04, 2005
todae go sch then go locker ... see one of my classmate there ... dun knoe his name ... so called him eh haha ask him wats the first lesson then aft tat take book then go to the class ... call henry but never answer aft a while then he called back ... aft henry call then tom call me ... then we meet ... went to the class and wait outside for so long then tom sae he hungry so we went to cafe ... everyone come down aft us ... then sae teacher never come ... haha we was so happie ... haha free dae again haha... call ah bee and scare him tok till very nervous lik tat then he sae wat happen tio tai ji ar then i sae no then sae teacher sae wan call his parent then he also become very kan cheong then come cafe find us then we fake him sae someone go bang henry then ask henry frm where de then call us go back gate settle then he go believe haha ... tell him we fake him de then he was lik really ar ... then henry sae even though will ask frm where de oso is he ask tat guy haha then we all laughing there ... when to tamp mall walk walk ... got me bee jeff tom henry kiat zoe and a new guy ... damn funny sia him ... still ask us he can follow us ma ... haha then zoe go bluff him sae wan join us oso can but later watch movie and eat he pay haha ... he down there kan cheong then we tell him fake de then he relieve ... walk so happie then knoe the sercurity guard following us ... walk in the puzzel shop then hear him sae to another guy sae they supose to be in sch told kiat then kiat sae so heng teacher neber come wat u wan ... he sae so loud purposely let the guard hear haha then i keep laughing there ... they went popular then the new guy hu follow us so sway .. walk out of popular then the alarm rang haha he was called back and his bag was search by the assistent ... haha but also never search anything out then tom come out nothing wrong then he sae haha he very heng haha aft tat he went in and walk again then tis time he walk near onli the thing rang again ... haha dun knoe hu go stick the price tag behind his shirt haha ... so funny then the assistent very angry then she take off the tag and sae to tom very nice to play is it haha ... tom walk out with a very unhappie face .. went to toys shop after tat we wait outside then tom sae he very du lan then feel lik scolding them so i acompany him back to the popular ... went inside then tat aunty(shop assistent) give us tat stupid face haha then we walk to the comic section then she was lik follow us then when she walk pass i sae wan stand there see us ma then she walk away ... after tat when we walking out then tom shout wan check my bag ma then sae u wan i let u check la haha then when i walk to the entrence i sae beep beep beep haha ...so funny .. aft tat go mac sit then suddenly dear fren message me sae dun knoe who sae bad things about me ... haiz ... so confuse at tat moment then henry make joke then i turn and scold him then still stare at him haha sry henry haha ... luckie dear believe wo wat else i really dun knoe wat to do ... aft tat go back sch see dear then go tok to her ... went back class aft tat ... do the stupid project till very angry cause the mouse spoil ... wait for dear to finish sch in canteen ... haha without fail dear lean on my shoulder and sleep ... send dear home then came back home ... reach at 7 sumthing then come use com ... just on com then dear message me sae she just wake up ... haha gd timing ... wan let dear knoe tat i really luv her and i really mean it ...
with LOVE ; *
8:57 AM
Saturday, April 02, 2005
wake up in the morning go see hp cause dear sae todae morning she will message me haha ... do nth for the whole dae ... later going to fetch dear home ... haha can see her again ... yesterdae go fetch dear home aft her cca to change ... went dear house then so pai seh tell dear i wait downstairs then she sae dun wan so went in her house ... haha call her daddy and ah ma then went to her room see her photos ... haha then play with dear dogs ... so cute ... after tat bring dear come my house for steamboat ... haha she like so pai seh never tok then smile so little ... dear ar must smile more ... smile then ke ai ma ... haha ... finish eating then watch the shutter de vcd haha ... haha she keep sae very scary then take my pillow cover her whole face ... the ghost come out then she will squeeze my hand till very hard haha ... see the show not scary but then see dear reaction then very funny ... haha the sound getting louder then i go scared her then she shout out ... haha really kanna scare by me ... after tat watch the miss singapore universe then keep di siao cause got one of them look lik ape ... lols ... haha ... watch finish le then send dear home ... spend the most time with her yesterdae ... so happie ... how i wish can everydae also like tat ...if can i sure happie till siao de ... haha ...
with LOVE ; *
2:36 PM
Friday, April 01, 2005
todae went sch as normal ... haha no one come play trick on me except dear ... dear almost scare me to death sia ... haha but so funny when i think of it now ...aft school send dear back home . reach home then take a nap ... just wake up and online ... dear coming my house tml for steamboat haha ... dun knoe wat to sae le ... so cold now ....
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9:43 AM
wiishh uponn tha stars. *
Hav a day to be wit dear 24hr n it nvr end
To be wit my dear forever
Hav more time a day so i can spend more time wit dear
Everyone around me to b in gd health
Get married wit my dear n hav a hus of our own
Dear would love me till e end of time
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