Life without love

Monday, May 30, 2005

lazy to write entry le .. k start frm last sat ... go sch fetch dear ... den aft tat come my hus den we go skate .. call dear to walk in front cause she dun know the way but we also dun have any place we wan go so anyhow skate skate to opposite hougang pri tat road in to a dun know wat place den see a very old hus but very far .. looks lik haunted hus den i ask dear wan go explore ma dear sae dun wan ... den wen dear wan stop den i will hold dear cause dear skate de break use up le den i tell dear sae todae u will use the sam break.. haha ... den we go back to the road opp hougang pri den follow the road down to near the shell petrol station there ... aft tat come back up cause dear sae wan go buy tibits ... omg is a slope .. i behind dear so i push dear all the way up the slope .. haha ... reach the top my leg shaking le haha .. dear see me so tired den she call me dun push her le den she skate herself .. haha understanding hor haha .... of cosh la if not i will so dote her ... haha .. aft tat skate to a minimart and buy tibits .. aft tat come back and watch la bi xiao xing ..dear was so tired and she doze off on the sofa ... wait until she is soundly asleep den i go bath ... come out dear wake up le ... den i call her slp somemore since she so tired den she sae dun wan ... dear de dun wan always is mean okie de ... go in the rm tak my pillow for dear den when i wake up dear is asleep again ... woo hoo dear mus be super tired .. so fast fall asleep again ....sit there watch dear and la bi xiao xing at the same time .. dear wake up aft awhile .. wake up den dear sae wan play noti dog ... a ps game den i go on ps let dear play ... dear actually sae wan go hm at 6 de den she play until so fun den she sae 615 den go she play one more stage den aft tat play halfway she sae she wan play until 630 .... den 630 mei come in my rm den she pass to mei play but she sit there and watch .. omg den guide mei along ... until 645 den i sae dear ar dun tell me u wan 7 den go back ar den she sae okie go now den she see mei dun knoe how to pass the stage den she help mei again ... standing there and play .. woo pro .. stand behind her hug zu ta den when she finish i dun wan let go haha sae i m stuck there ... haha aft tat send dear hm ...stop at admiralty den walk back .... walk le den dear sae wan tak pic of our shadow haha ... den send dear hm dear sae wan go her cousin hm den dear sae she going alone den i sae i accompany her go cause bu fang xing .. wait for her outside and dear let sean come out accompany me ... play wit sean until i sweat a lot den accompany dear go her cousin hus .. aft tat den go hm .. reach hm online chat wit dear den go pom pom den go slp .. wen out wit dear , her mie and her cousin on the next dae ... dear nvr tell me wan go where onli call me meet her at woodland mrt ctrl station ... so i went ... guess wats dear up to and think dear wan me accompany her go watch movie and yesh i m rite .. dear call me go wit her go watch the movie ... dear going back to her cousin hus den i accompany dear go wait for bus den go hm ... spend very little time wit dear den reach hm keep thinking of dear ... had a nightmare tat nite .. end of tat dae ... wake up in the moring yesterdae and told dear i had a bad dream and dear cool me down telling me it is onli a dream and it wun come true ... by saying tat dear reali ease me although i nvr sae out but in my heart is hai si wo de dear shou de yi jui hua si beh ren shou de many hua ... mean she reali calm me down ... thks dear i reali appreciate it ... aft tat mei call me accompany her go sch for air rifle... had a long chat with derrick chen ... he seems to change ... change to more mature ... he use to be so childish but now reali can sense tat he have change ... aft tat accompany him go tamp... on den i found out so many people knoe dear live in woodland ... he sae wa lao u gd lor can everydae send ur dear go hm call u accompany me go tamp u also dun wan ... den bo bian go wit him ... chat wit dear thru sms on my way there ... den wen come back den me and him reali had a gd chat ... chat about our dear haha ... aft tat reach hm den online chat wit dear ... chat halfway the stupid com giv me trouble .. the com tio virus ... sad cause cannot chat wit dear .. but still chat thru sms .. virus scan dao 100 over virus den kor come sae wat u do but aft tat he teach me how to clear the virus .. yi bian chat wit dear yi bian eat .. eat and eat and eat until mei sae i lik pig ... dear do i look lik one ... haha ... aft tat go play kor de rc car ... he put fireworks on it ... woo hooo nice ... wear skate and play ... more interested in skating ... wan learn new things but fail to and fall .. nvm it is lik tat .. learn in progress .. bye ...

with LOVE ; *
5:06 PM

Friday, May 27, 2005

very long nvr online le ... dun knoe wat is going to happen .. my eye lid keep twicting ... is something going to happen ??? start twicting frm 21 to abt 26 lik tat .. haiz nvm ... start frm 24... go sch fetch dear frm sch .. on my way to sch the eye twicting until wan drop out lik tat ... go sch den soon bian go clear locker .. go to the locker den notice most of the books is bee de .. help him remove his books .. aft tat go dear house ...sit in dear room for hrs but nvm got dear pei wo ..haha ... went hm aft tat ... dear sae wan go wit me go down cause she wan buy tibits... buy le i send her up again den went hm .. start to miss her aft i went hm ... end of 24 ... start of 25 .. todae dear got test .. sms dear in dear morning ... aft tat go help kor do his stupid car ... he wan remove all the sticker den call me help .. use penknife to remove ... do halfway i found the sticker i removing got blood den see my hand .. omg it is bleeding ...go wash the wound den continue .... remove a while den the penknife accidently slide on my finger den again blood come out ... haha make the sound pee poo pee poo den kor stare at me and laugh ... not reali very pain so still can joke .. haha ... after tat kor see his thumb and was surprise haha he got more cut than me haha .. come back frm the toilet den kor ask me my blade got rust ma den i go see .. omg it is full of rust .. den i go joke wit kor .. act the funny face ask him .. kor m i dying soon aft tat we both laughing there ... haha continue making and continue cutting my own hand .. do halfway kor see my hand le den sae u dun do le la u bleed to death also no pay de ... den i was lik wa lao .. i see u my bro wan die together die ma .. haha but hu wan die wit u... i still got my dear :p haha ... complete the thing wit bleeding fingers .. finish le go sms dear using my middle finger cause middle finger still can use ... no cut ... sms dear den dear told me jus now got someone do survey for her and her fren aft tat wan shake hand den she sae dun wan lehz ... haha ... tats my cheeky dear haha :) lol .. sms dear until dear fall asleep ... go sleep aft tat ... had a nightmare of losing dear ... wake up den no mood to do things .. stare arund the hus while waiting for dear sms .. told dear aft tat den dear sae something tat cheer me up ... dear say something to me tat make me sure tat it is jus a dream onli ... aft tat go mama hus .... staying over there ... go there den play wit ernest .. so long nvr see him le .. haha ... aft tat irwin come hm den i go hide ... yesterdae is bored nth to sae ... at night jie toast bread for us to eat .. nice .. yesterdae also sms dear until she fall asleep ... todae morning ernest come wake me up .. haiz sleeping till so shuang .. had a dream but forget wat is it le ...no dear inside so nvr remember ... come back at arund 3 ... kor bought a new rc car again .. the car in the show 2 fast 2 furious .. lol .. siao sia .. 100 for a rc car .. bo liao .. if is me i sure will take dear go out enjoy the whole dae de ... den go out till very late den send dear hm den tak cab hm .. haiz i jus imagine .. cause wo dear cannot go out till so late de .. mami will worried ..yesh tml going skating wit dear .. help dear change the brake of her skate den go skate .. tonite go imagine .. haha ... luv u dear .... muackz ,... jus 3 dae n it reali seem so long ...nvm tml can see my dear le ...:) wo ai ni ... ya mei hamster giv birth to 8 more baby le ... my hus will be smellier den ever le ...

with LOVE ; *
11:06 AM

Monday, May 23, 2005

yesterdae nite chat wit dear on the phone ... ask kor wan go skate ma cause at hm very sian .. plan to chat wit dear on my way there de but then went we reach my house downstairs then the hp runs out of batt .. haiz .. just change the wheels of the blade then not familarise ... skate to eat wit kor and his fren .. skate to jalan kayu to eat roti plata ..reach there then eat then aft tat kor tok to his fren n i m alone sitting there fa dai .. sit there until they sae wan go hm ... skate back hm ... got a slope then me and my bro skate down the slope then i keep skating and skating until very song cause of the wind then suddenly kor sae police car behind ... before go out when i chatting wit dear then kor sae bring ur ic along then i sae y in case got police chao ming ar then he sae ya ... the police call us to stop .. stand there cause kor was doing all the toking .. lucky he nvr note down our name... lucky .. reach hm and bath... do finish my things at around 4 then go to slp ...

with LOVE ; *
10:16 AM

Saturday, May 21, 2005

wake up in the afternoon go meet wo de dear then bring dear come my house .. watch juon 1 wit dear ... dear was so scared ... hug dear so she wun feel so scared .. quite scary the show ...but nice haha ... watch finish then dear sae she wan eat tibits so bring her to the shop and save opposite my house ... go downstairs then dear sae she is cold then i tell her i forget to take something then i go back hm and take my windbreaker for dear ... walk in the room and kor gf(janice) walk out of the room then meet at the edge of the room and she kanna scared by me .. haha .. aft tat go out of the hous and giv dear then windbreaker ... we bought a lot of tibits and dear was choosing then i sae i go hm then dear sae ni gan then i walk away .. haha but not tat kind of walk away is go take her favourite HL milk haha ... came back aft tat then dear still choosing and think she is surprise to see the HL milk on my hand .. haha ... aft tat go hm and watch juon 2 .. yi bian watch yi bian eat tibits ... dear wei wo chi tibits haha .. taste so nice .. haha tis time dear cannot completely cover her eyes cause she is holding the tibits and another hand is dirty .. haha ... got see the show before wit my kor .. haha so not so scary tis time .. watch halfway mami call us go eat ... call a lot of time but not hungry yet so nvr go ... until dear call me go haha ... eat wit mami daddy kor mei and janice ... keep taking vege for dear .. haha cause dear sae she lik vege .. after tat go room play ps .. dear play the game crash woo hoo pro sia .. my game i dun even knoe how to play sia ... haha .. soon hock was siting at a corner watching her play .. haha actually got 40 over life de then he play until left 4 life then i keep killing it so i can get him out of the room .. haha .. go out and eat sweet then he sae tak frm where de then i sae outside then when he go out i go lock the door .. haha.. haha then he at the door sing the lao su ai da mi .. haha ... di siao ... send dear hm aft tat .. actually sae wan send dear hm at 9 de but den 10pm le still at my hous .. dear call her mami and her mami sae wan to tok to me so dear use my hp to call her mami .. tok to her mami then she was so worried .. explain to her then aft tat she got second line so hav to put down the phone .. haha then she sae havent ma gou so call me later dun go hm yet she wan ma wo .. but in the joking way of toking .. send dear hm and go look for her mami and her mami tok to me but not scold me .. hai dao dear also get scolding .. sry dear .. on my way hm sms wit dear .. tak the mrt to yio chu kang then go to the interchange then think 72 last bus gone le so see 76 still got people so i wait for 76 .. stupid sia the last bus 1115 then 1135 they still waiting .. stupid sia i thought still got bus .. tak a cab hm and the driver was toking to me he sae todae got football match ar how come the road so quiet then i sae dun knoe lehz then sae i dun watch football de... i sae maybe because raining ba then he sae raining more people then i sae how come then he sae cause those guy must be hugging their gf tight then i was lik ??? then he sae to be warm haha then he sae erm must go gerlang try le then i was there arm chio ...haha ... aft tat went hm and hav a bath .. aft tat wear the jacket dear wear jus now de to sleep .. so comfortable .. then todae wake up mami ask me y wear the jacket then i nvr reply her .. aft tat call mei to make the cup cake then mami call her teach her then she do cause she got tution ...go help mami make then accidently sao dao my finger ... now typing also pain .. dear online le yeah ... bye i gtg le ... :p ... luv u dear ... n i always do .. muackz .... :)

with LOVE ; *
3:02 PM

Friday, May 20, 2005

todae got a test ... aft todae test then holidae le .. sian cannot everydae see my dear le .. todae test 1hr 30min i 10 min jiu finish le ... haha went cafe and tom eat again .. keep looking at my hp see dear got sms me ma ... think my piggy dear still slping .. haha .. went hm wit tom aft tat then the 31 bus driver make faces at tom haha then wen we going down tat time he sae bye bye to us ... haha lol .. he is friendly but tom sae gay ... haha ... go hm eat then pom pom then sleep ... wake up le go fetch dear ... hahaha can see dear le .. wake up then giv then sian sian face ... dun knoe y then very hot tempered so dun dare to open my mouth scared use dao vulgarity... promise dear yesterdae i will quit saying all those nan ting de hua ... aft that go eat and kor n mei is watching juon 1 haha i yi bian watch yi bian eat .. haha mei xue dao wo de dear le .. haha watch show use pillow cover the face .. haha... keep scaring mei .. go fetch dear aft tat ... dear test end early so i m late .. fetch dear then aft tat go cwp walk for a while .. send dear hm aft tat .. haix bu se de .. but no choice ...go hm aft tat then wait for my dear to online ... haha now chatting wit dear... xing fu xing fu xing fu haha .. yi bian eat sushi yi bian tok to dear... yesh tml dear coming my house haha .. ba ta jian diao .. haha jk jk ... come my hus watch dvd haha ...haha kuai din tml .. miss dear so much .. haha luv u dear ... xiang ni xiang ni xiang si ni ..

with LOVE ; *
9:43 AM

Thursday, May 19, 2005

todae me and dear de 2nd mth .. k i sae abt yesterdae first .. no sch yesterdae cause got the test ... wake up early cause todae got work .. go wat tom go work ... aft work sms dear ask her where is she ... dear sae she at toa payoh so i call dear to wait for me there i go find her .. miss her so much so i go look for her ... rush home to bath and change to a clean shirt then go meet dear ... in the bus there le then remember i forget to take the vcd dear wan ... tell dear abt tat but dear is not angry .. understanding ba ... see dear le so happie lik i found a priceless thing on the floor .. dun knoe how to sae .. see dear le then keep laughing lik siao lik tat .. but i reali is happie until siao .. send dear hm aft tat then dear go hm and ask her mami can come my house get vcd ma ... wait downstairs for dear de reply and dear came down aft a while .. bring dear go my hus and tak the vcd .. bring dear de teenage mag to my rm and slot something inside .. aft tat dear wait for me in the kitchen as i go toilet .. came back frm the toilet then dear sae she saw something at the opp block ... see and see but cannot see ... think is gone le ba .. fook man dare scare my dear ... send dear hm and dear lend me teen for me to read... send dear hm le then reach the bus stop then tell dear the thing inside the teenage .. reach hm then go eat wit kor .. eat halfway kor saw his fren then they start toking .. yesterdae mood not gd so keep critisizing kor de fren ... jus gd reach hm dear call me ... chat wit dear for a while then call her go sleep cause she nvr sleep well for daes le ...aft tat go watch dvd kor brought tat dae ... watch le play ps wit kor .. play until 5 then go lie on my bed and read those sms dear send me before i fall asleep ... wake up by a call todae moring call me go work ... so tired ..see dear got sms me or call me ma but dun hav so go call henry they all tell them todae got work ... go meet them then go for work .. todae quite fun .. keep thinking of dear the whole day .. daydreaming about me and dear .. although it is daydreaming but still wish it will come true ...aft work go compass eat .. aft tat go hm .. wait for dear online then chat wit dear .. chatting wit dear now .. dear is moody todae .. try to make her happie but fail ... dear pls cheer up .. bu yao bu kai xing .. ni bu kai xing = wo shang xing dan xing he hu si ruan xiang ... hen xiang tian ni shou ni yong yuan bu hui li kai wo .. wo ai ni .. hope u reali enjoy the time u r wit me ...i mean since 19/03/05 ... i luv u ...

with LOVE ; *
9:30 AM

Tuesday, May 17, 2005

todae got test .. go for the test... so restless ... wake up first thing see my hp whether dear got call me or sms me last nite cause dear sick so very worried .. see my hp then no sms so think dear is fine ... go wash up then bring my hp and put it beside me when i eat my breakfast... think of dear then sian diao cannot see her todae haiz ... always sms dear on my way to sch but then todae dear no sch so think dear mus be sleeping so dun wan wake her up so nvr sms dear ... go sch de way saw tom at interchange then go together .. so sleepy todae ...go cafe look for jeff and henry when we reach sch... lie on the cafe table and sleep ...rest for a while then go to exam room .. do the test and finish in about 35 min lik tat then go look for tom .. go cafe cause he wan eat .. whole dae so sian cannot see dear todae .. go cafe then he eat and i lie on the table ... aft tat bee come down then ask me wat happen .. xing li wan sae miss her badly but then i dun dare sae so sae the test very hard ... but think wun fail ba ... go hm tat time about 10 somthing then sms dear think she shuld be awake at tat time ... reach hm do my things and sleep aft tat .. sms dear before i sleep ... miss her so much .. see through the pic we tok in my hp de before i sleep ... enter dreamland and dear sms me ..thinking wat to reply dear then think until i fall asleep .. sleep wit the hp in my hand .. sleep again then the flyer company call my hp cause tat dae me and henry call and look for job .. cannot sleep aft tat ... aft put down the phone then think of dear so sms dear .. wait for dear reply aft tat ... dear sae she go watch movie .. coach carter ... wanted to watch this movie long ago but then thought dear wun see cause dear dun lik basketball and the show is about basketball so nvr ask dear...nvm ... lie on bed and roll here roll there aft tat ... so uncomfortable the whole dae cause cannot see dear and is missing her the whole dae ... saw my kor playing ps then play wit him .. aft tat mei and her fren come join in ... play until very sian but bo bian cause hav to waste my time and wait for 830 to come ... wait and wait and finally the time come... yesh can chat wit dear le .. finally .. but still missing her now ... kor brought some vcd jus now ... again i think of dear .. think whether she wan come see ma .. haiz ... sian sian sian .. going to chat wit my dear le .. luv her so much .. missing her right now .. hao xiang go woodland look for dear right now .. n i reali hen xiang ...

with LOVE ; *
9:54 AM

Monday, May 16, 2005

went sch meet dear aft her exam .. dear sae dun wan go hm so early so she sae wan go my house watch la bi xiao xing ... aft sch board the bus then dear sae wan go heartland mall so i brought her there ... go there too early le so a lot of shop not open yet ... walk and joke at the same time .. joke about the blue green purple thing .. haha .. went to shop and save and brought potato chip and mashmarrow ... go back hougang mall walk walk for a while then i go buy the bread .. haha nice to eat but dear dun wan eat cause got coffee de smell ... come back hm and watch la bi xiao xing ... haha finally i success .. lol haha ...wat la bi then dear not feeling well and is sleepy ... hai yo so worried ... dear sae she vomited ... think you le wo de hai zi le .. haha jk jk ... send dear hm aft tat ... dear go pierce ear then i call dear wait until 19/04/05 then pierce cause is we two de second month then we two pierce together .... but dear already pay le so ... hahaha next time ba ... actually dear sae todae pierce le then pierce one more on tat dae then i sae dun wan cause going to full house le then i sae wait until we 6 mth le then we go pierce together ... haha aft tat dun knoe sae wat abt tattoo then dear sae put our name aft we either 1 or 2 yr .... haha ... ask dear wan wait we 1 yr le then put or 2 yr le then put then dear sae 1 yr ... haha actually is on 19/04/06 de then aft tat dear sae on my birthedae next yr we go put together then i sae ok ... think is because we two under 18 then scared later get caught but haha guess wat .. i dun care ... it is dear name also not wat pai kai thing .. haha ... dear sae her daddy dun let her put so hav to find a place her daddy wun see .. then i tell dear sae if i realli were to put then i wun hide it .. now waiting for the dae to come ... haha sam03 fel19 ... :) 1 sept 06 ...

with LOVE ; *
9:43 AM

Saturday, May 14, 2005

now cannot online everydae le so onli wan write those impt things and things i wan remember ... yesterdae mami call my dear and my kor de dear come our house ... go hav dinner together ... yi jia tuan yuan ... haha .. meet dear at yio chu kang mrt cause the ezlink card going low so meet dear at yio chu kang mrt and bring dear hm ... dear cut hair le ... nice ... look more chio .. hai ya anyway she is always ke ai in my mind le .. :) nvr see dear on fri then when see dear then miss her so much then actually wan hug dear when i see her de but then i dun dare cause got so many people then keep mei ji huai hug dear ... then another part of my mind is thinking if i lik tat hug dear will she think i onli wan ci dou fu cause suddenly bo tai bo ji go hug her ... think and think then dare not hug her ... reach hm then bring dear to my room .. haha dun xiang y y ... call dear lie on my bed so she can see the celling me and my bro decorate the whole dae yesterdae .. haha such a big project and tak about 8 hours... haha call dear lie down then she sae dun jian dao wo hor haha .. then when she lie down she saw the celling and say wooh or wat ... cannot remember .. she was so surprise .. the dae b4 i tell my kor sae she will sae wooh and she reali sae tat... dear was so surprise then she sae wan count the stars but cannot count cause too many le ...haha think got 2000 over stars ba ... aft tat kor dear come then he wan let his dear see so me and dear go to the living rm and see la bi xiao xing .. haha watch finish then go hav dinner .. when hougang green and hav dinner ... got mami & papa ... me & dear ... kor & his jan .. mei is alone ... haha .. sit in between lao pa and lao ma ... haha ...aft dinner then go play pool ... onli me kor jan and fel .. me and kor play the first round .. haha i tai ko win kor ... haha ... aft tat me and dear play .. haha i put the cue over dear and hit the ball and score .. haha tai ko .. haha .. tian mi mi ... wen can we play pool again .. haha ... went hm aft tat ... omg kor and his dear go mami rm then me and dear go my own rm ... haha dun knoe wat they doing in the room ... haha .. send dear hm at 9 15 lik tat .. keep hugging dear at the bus stop .. feel so comfortable hugging dear ... haha almost fall asleep hugging dear .. haha play my personal drum ... haha onli me and dear knoe wat is it .. wo ai ni ai ze ni jiu xiang lao su ai da mi ... haha .... reali yue ai yue ai ni le .. send dear hm then keep joking in the mrt ... haha joke until very fong ... send dear hm then go hm ... wear the jacket i lend dear tat dae cause raining .. thunder is roaring so loud ... sms dear on my way hm then walk pass a blk then feel tat kind of thing behind me .. idiot .. then jus good the thunder roar again so loud then i turn back and see but see nth .. hack care the thing .. walk pass some people then feel tat thing gone .. heng ar nvr follow me back ....wen hm bath then watch tv and play uno ... mei suddenly sae something then ask her wat is it she keep dun wan sae .. so pissed off so i throw the card and get her off my bed ... hai forget it .. if she still sae gossip then better watch out .. i will go back sch and find her de .... dun care she got hu zai ... haiz dun sae her le .. wak up in the afternoon think of dear .. then something tat happen last nite come to my mind but dun knoe is real or is dreaming so i ask dear then dear sae it is a dream so ... haiz .. it is fake de ... but still can remember lehz it is lik reali happen lik tat cause still can remember wat happen ... but since dear sae it is a dream le then think shuld be a dream ba ... haha me and dear de relationship getting closer le .. haha so happie ... now there seems to be nth we can sae to each other .. haha luv u dear .. u will come first for everything .. haha luv u ...

with LOVE ; *
3:26 PM

Wednesday, May 11, 2005

yesterdae nite kor keep disrtrubing me dun let me sleep .. had a pillow fight ...dun dare to really smack him cause his hand still injure...wa lao dun smack him hard he dui wo bu ke qi de but nvm jus playing .. wan sleep then he keep waking me up then ask me to sae gd nite to him .. dun wan sae cause dun know wat he up to this time so dun wan sae .. si dou bu ya jiang... he di siao me until 1 something then so du lan then he go sit beside me sae jus sae gd nite and i wun di siao u .. see his face lik very sad so i sae .. aft tat he finially stop .. haha went in dreamland so fast .. wake up in the morning go sch then find dear pass her the caculator .. dear look so stress up because of the test .. go for 1 hr lesson then teacher release us ..sit at the stadium and wait for dear ...dear ar u the first one i wait so long for lehz .. honour ba .. haha dun cry .. jk jk ... send dear hm and come hm aft tat... come hm then help henry mak his pro .. shh dun tell others hor .. jus finish not long ago .. do until so du lan lucky got dear pei wo jiang hua arbo todae sure mood swing till very jia lat de .. do halfway so angry wit the com then go rm punch sandbag ... but now ok le .. thinking of my wei lai lao po now .. luv u dear ... remember todae i learn something .. will tell u when the dae come .. muackz .. i promise i wun hack care u .. hao bao wor .. burp .. haha jk jk .. tonite hav to bao my bolster and think of u again .. haiz .. miss u ... dear fav colour ...

with LOVE ; *
8:59 PM

Tuesday, May 10, 2005

yesterdae go sch for 2 hr lesson then release le ... was so tired .. aft lesson go sim lim wit bee they all cause dun knoe how to past time so go wit them there to buy game ... aft tat henry treat us all ice cream .. sit at a very windy place and eat then the ice cream keep driping... aft tat walking to bugis the saw got a street performance then we stand there and watch haha the ah pek use his mouth and blow fishes inside a coconut wit a very small hole... haha amazed ... stand there and look to spend time cause it is still early ... watch until 345 then go .. haha ... reach the bus stop then jus gd the bus come .. board the bus and omg i m fainting ... the stupid bus got no air con ... pirspiring lik hell .. so tired and i fall asleep ... wake up at the bus stop near sch ... heng nvr past the stop feel so sick .. think the heat too high le ... feel lik vomiting ... reach sch then sms dear jus gd she jus finish lesson ... send her hm .. dear sae wan go cwp buy thing so accompany her there.. went hm aft tat .. so tired then mei still call me go play bb wit her ... go play for a while ... then my mei and her 2 fren(one gal one boy or shuld i sae gay) 3 vs me 1 ... bully .. play halfway my mei de another fren come and ask can play ma then my mei sae he join them then become 4 vs 1 ... wa lao eh bully .. haha but i still win haha ... both the guy very SL ... one of them tat dae come my house very SL wit me keep seeing my conversation wit dear de then i very DL wit him then tat dae lik sort of play wit him till lik wan fight lik tat then remember dear sae control my temper so i cool down aft tat... realli almost fight le .. idiot i hate people hu scratch me especially guys ...k back to tat ... play le then they losing then tat gay go pull my shirt .... show tat DL face cause he play until so smelly .. then he was so stunt by me . .. haha he keep saying sry but i nvr giv a damn ... haha he dun dare block me aft tat then my mei sae out see la u make him angry le haha ... hai si mei knoe me ... she knoe i angry then will play rough de ... haha but not so angry after all cause still got gals cannot rough somemore the gal one is my mei one is my mei de fren and she is lik so innocent ...nvr disturb me at all .. haha... aft tat my another fren challenge me 1 on 1 then i play win le then ta de fren challenge me 1 on 1 haha .. at first nvr play serious cause keep laughing ... also dun knoe y cannot stop laughing .. haha cannot serious ...play until bu zi bu jue play until i score 2 he score 5 then started to play serious ... keep accidently banging into him .. think he will feel is i purposely de ba cause reali is keep bumping lor .. if is me i also will lik tat think lor .. haha he win by 3 le then so sia lan sae sry i just use ur tactic .. lol .. dun lame lor ... i got more then tat onli i m tired aft playing 4 on 1 .. dun so sia lan la ... it is onli a game ... and i laugh also not laughing at u .. bo liaozzz ... k next time i see u then play wit u again .. haha k tis time u win me 7 -6 rite .. haha k lets see next time .. but actually he also quite frendly so k la dun win u too much haha lol .. jk jk jus toking to myself cause so fun now .. joking wit dear haha ... she making me laugh until stomach haha ... missing her rite now ... okie time for todae .. go sch at 12 go hm at 3 .. study wit bee in class then after tat tok .. haha ... tml going sch alone le .. nvm .. accompany dear hm aft tat ... went hm aft tat and wait for kor to wak up then accompany him go find things .. k got to offline le .. bye .. ya gd luck for ur test tml dear .. dun stress urself too much ..

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11:01 AM

Sunday, May 08, 2005

"Love is when you cry, when you laugh, when you smile. Love is when you dream.""Everytime I see you, I try to hide away, but when we meet, it seems I can't let go. Evertime you leave, I feel like a fading flower.""Something in your eyes captured my soul, and every night I see you in my dreams. You're all I know. I can't let go.""Love goes toward love, as schoolboys from their books; but love from love, towards school with heavy looks.""Emptiness isn't lonliness; it's the missing of you.""You may hold my hand for a while, but you'll hold my heart forever.""We can die by it, if not live by love.""Nobody has measured, not even poets, how much the heart can hold.""His kiss, his touch...so gentle, yet so poisonous to my heart.""Tis better to have loved and lost than to never have loved at all.""Love cannot be stopped by time, for it is the one true thing time has no power to hold."

"One need not look towards the heavens to find an angel, for I have one here before me.""Even though your love is as far as the farthest star in the universe, I still reach for that star because I want it more than anything in the universe.""True poets don't write their thoughts with a pen. They release the ink that flows from within their hearts.""A soul without love is like a plant without water, withered and dying.""The smile on your face brings a smile to my heart.""When your heart gets broken, you start to see the cracks in everything.""How does one measure time? No, not in days, months, or years. It is measured by the most precious of all things: love. Without which all things whether brave or beautiful would perish.""Love is an endless act of forgiveness; a tender look which becomes a habit.""It is with true love as it is with ghosts; everyone talks about it, but few have seen it.""It is love, not reason, that is stronger than death."One word frees us of all the weight and pain in life. That word is love."

"Sometimes the one thing you are looking for is the one thing you cannot see.""Love is like a rosebud, it can blossom full, or it can die softly.""My love fell unnoticed, like tears in the rain." "Love is the silent song the heart sings.""If I was a flower in total darkness, your love would be the little beam of light that keeps me alive.""There is no cure for my lonely heart but your love.""I would rather to never have felt love, than to feel so loved one minute and in a blink of an eye it all be gone, left with nothing more than this broken heart I have now.""I cry because I know he doesn't feel the way I do. I cry because I think how pathetic I am. And, I cry because I think I'll be crying forever.""Love cannot be defined. Not a single word or even a million words could tell the real meaning of love because love has no end.""Love is never wanting you to change, for who you are is who I fell in love with; therefore, never change.""There is no part of the body that when broken, hurts as badly as the heart.""When I am with you, I feel like I could die and that would be alright."

"Too much of anything, even love, isn't necessarily a good thing.""The joys of love made him human, and the agonies of love destroyed him.""Humans do claim a great deal for that particular emotion(love).""Love sees with the heart and not with the mind; therefore, a winged cupid is painted blind.""I said I love you and that's forever, and this I promise is from the heart. I could not love you any better. I love you just the way you are.""Of all the pain in the world, a broken heart hurts the most.""If you were a tear in my eye, I would not cry, for the fear of losing you."

"You always smile, but in your eyes, your sorrow shows.""There may be loves found and lost, and my heart broken, but, at this moment, the hope of love to come makes me smile.""I would rather have one smell of her hair or one touch of her hand than an eternity without it.""Sometimes someone says something really small, and it fits right into this empty place in your heart.""The rose speaks of love silently, in a language known only to the heart.""There is one thing, today, that can cause the most pain you can ever feel and can make you happier than you have ever been. It is love.""I will never break your heart, but if I do, I'll break mine too."

"There is a greater darkness than the one we fight. It is the darkness of the soul that has lost its way. The war we fight is not against powers or principalities, it is against chaos and despair. Greater than the death of the flesh is the death of hope, death of dreams. Against this peril, we can never surrender. The future is all around us waiting in moments of transition to be born in moment of revelation. No one knows the shape of the future or where it will take us. We know only that it is always born in pain.""What about love? Overrated. Biochemically no different from eating large quantities of chocolate.""What is love anyway? I thought is was a good thing, but so far it's caused me nothing but pain.""If your eyes were the stars, I could never look down.""All the wealth in the world could not buy you a friend, nor pay you for the loss of one.""There is one delusion that everyone has, that is being in love."

"There's something about him that grabs my heart and makes me hurt that I can't have him." "Distance can't keep us apart because you'll always live within my heart.""Sleep will not come to this tired body, and peace will not come to this lonely heart. There are some things I'll live without, but only you can heal this hurting heart.""Every minute with you feels like a second of heaven, but every second without you feels like an eternity of pain.""True friendship isn't friendship until you are willing to risk everything.""Love is a deep well from which we drink may from often but into which we may fall but once."

"Real tears are not those that fall from the eyes and cover the face, but those that fall from the heart and cover the soul.""If I should meet thee after long years, how should I greet thee? With silence and tears.""To love something means wanting it to live.""My wish is not to mean everything to everyone, but to mean something to someone.""Why are the words 'goodbye', 'I'm sorry', and 'I love you' so easily prnounced but to hard to say?"

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9:15 PM

our hand

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12:54 AM

ring (married)

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12:50 AM

Saturday, May 07, 2005

sae yesterdae de story first ... went sch fetch dear come my house ... see the card dear wan giv mami ... haha to mummy haha ... so sweet ... haha ... dear wan pass mami the mother dae present but then mami not at hm so we watch vcds while waiting for mami to come hm .. got to catch a movie at tat so onli can wait until 6 but then mami come back at 630 so we nvr wait .. go out at 6 to cwp for out movie ... dear was hungry so went to eat first . dear sae wan eat chicken rice but then there no sits so dear sae go eat mos burger then walk a while dear sae change to pasta manias then aft she sae dun wan she wan eat pizza then again sae dun wan she wan eat mac .. dear last decision mac .. go for the show aft tat .. haha sit the couple sits ... lol didnt knoe wats tat cause first time sia... haha ... watch horror show .. haha laughing through the show cause it is lik comedy more then horror show .. keep laughing .. haha ...aft the show send dear hm .... come hm hav my supper and then go watch tv wit my bro until 1 sumthing then go slp ... yesterdae then realise a lot of things but then no real answer to those question... dear try to remember y u message mami tat dae lehz ... cause i realli wan knoe .. and is it link to tat dae y dear keep calling me go hm early .... dear mus try to remember lehz ... impt to me cause i wan knoe is it the same as wat i guess ... had a very gd sleep yesterdae cause of the answer i guess is so so so super de sweet so hope i m thinking wat dear is thinking ... haha k time for todae ... wake up in the morning think of the answer .. so sweet ... hahaha aft tat message dear and go eat breakfast .... so kan cheong later calling dear hp to sae happie mother dae to dear mami .. pai seh .. call mama to sae happie mother dae to her first ... after tat call dear hp but then her mami not at hm so online chat wit dear first then aft tat then call dear hp ... so pai seh then dear use the phrase i use to sae to sae me .. already zhi zi ren le ma haha ... sae le then relieve .... haha .... sms mami aft tat to wish her happie mother dae .. now chatting wit dear ... haha xing fu ba .. missing her right now ... xiang ni xiang ni ..

with LOVE ; *
3:20 PM

Friday, May 06, 2005

time for yesterdaegs sch as normal .... sianz i forget lesson start at 10 cause no more web development le so reach sch at 8 then rot there... walk arund the sch until tired then go to the place henry sae very gd to sleep there to hav a rest ...rest there until 9 sumthing then henry reach sch .. sit for too long le getting more tired ... go for our class aft tat ... study in class wit bee ... henry had a test aft tat so i teach him the things i knoe ... then aft lunch can go le cause we pass the test .. but nvr go cause i hav to wait for dear ... wish time can pass faster when i cant see her and slow down when i m wit her ... nvr go for PE cause a lot nvr go ... receive dear call then go find dear aft tat .. send dear hm then reach cwp dear sae wan go buy pencil box for her mei so we go walk see where got pencil box ... go walk walk aft tat then send dear hm ... send dear hm le then tak bus to cwp to buy the studs dear sae she lik de at cwp ... so many dun knoe is which 1 so choose the color purple and blue ... dear fav colour purple my fav colour blue ... actually wan buy for myself also but then too small le sure slip through de .. wen hm aft tat in the bus keep thinking dear will lik it ma ... reach bb court go wish adrain happie bdae and play bb for a while then come hm online chat wit dear... now for todae .. again go sch .. reach sch first thing go find dear then pass dear the stud .. haha dear look surprise and happie ... hahaha acompany dear go class then i go back my class .. go class then see bee rest his head on the table then i also do the same .. teacher giv back class test de paper ... haha surprise wit my result haha... same again pass eep fail ae ... stupid ae ... tell dear my result cause dear sae pass got reward haha ... waiting for my reward haha... no lesson aft tat .. come for 2 hr onli ... sian ... go walk arund the sch then accompay bee go eat then after tat accompany zhu go eat cause see he so lonely haha .... went hm aft tat .. reach hm then mami ask me y come back so early then i go bluff her sae i escape lesson .. haha mami was so freak out so i tell her the truth ... haha then aft tat mami sae where ur gf nvr bring her hm mehz .. so surprise sia haha .. seems lik mami lik her lots .. haha so happie .. aft tat kor ask me wan accompany him go hospital ma so happie until i forget i came hm suppose to slp then jus agree ... haha go le then i remember i shuld be at hm sleeping .. lol ... haha.... caught in the rain wit kor ... so lucky sia got a guy giv us his umbrealla haha reach the hospital then whole body wet .. so cold .. fall asleep when i was waiting for him ... haha .. going hm tat time then kor sae wan go amk ite ask things ... wen wit him ,... haha he saw his army de fren there then he call tat lik to lik never see him todae cause he on mc cannot go out haha .. went hm then go slp until 830 then wake up .. sleep too much then no appetite to eat force myself to eat ... eat until feel lik vomiting ... online aft tat and chat wit dear :) gtg le ... :) miss u dear .. ishetaru ..

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9:43 AM

Wednesday, May 04, 2005

todae go sch as normal reach sch go locker tak book then read while waiting for bee to come sch ... meet le bee then go back class...study in class until very tired then when i wan sleep then bee wake me up then aft tat he wan sleep then i also wake him up cause dun wan later we retain or one go up onli ... study real hard .. now we two regret playing so much in the begining then now dun understand ... someone out there teach me the stupid subject ..... go for early lunch walk pass stationery chop then bought a mother dae card for mami... go cafe eat aft tat haha standley super funni sia .. still come ask us can accompany him go eat ma .. haha then me and tom keep laughing ... go make transfer tom project to diskette aft tat ...go for PIE lesson aft tat .. sian sia call us draw poster .. me and bee anyhow draw a poster for him .. haha .... aft tat still call us make puzzle .. lol .. lame sia ... finish the puzzle then dear message me so me and bee go off early bluff teacher sae we will come back but nvr go back .. dear come my house make her hp cause her hp tio virus ... kor help to save dear hp .. haha he success while he doing me and dear was watching the show scary movie 1&2 ... haha damn funny sia ... make dear laugh till her face red... haha cute ... send dear hm aft tat ... same go to admiralty mrt then walk back to her house so can spend more time wit her .... haha ... send dear home le then come back hougang .. remember mei sae todae adrain bdae so go bb court find him then wish him happie bdae .. play bb for a while wit larry then go home wait for dear online then chat wit dear ...hao xiang yong bao ni ....

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9:26 AM

Tuesday, May 03, 2005

everydae busy so nvr online so todae mus write 3 entry in one entry ... go fetch dear to my house... haha dear sae wan do something we nvr do together .. haha dun anyhow think ... haha so decided to come my house draw draw ... come my house then dear started drawing then i try to find something for dear to draw so pick up the la bi xiao xing de vcd let dear draw xiao xing then when i tak up then dear sae she wan watch haha so she watch the show then i draw ... haha aft tat mami cook dinner so i call dear to eat le then go ... haha follow our program for tat dae .. go my house draw draw then go pasir ris park walk walk .. eat finish then we got pasir ris park... go there walk walk a while then find a place to sit ... sit there then me and dear chat but dun hav a lot of thing to chat cause my mind is empty cause too tired le ... got a match before tat dae them not enough slp and the sea breeze is making me tired ... wanted to lean on dear shoulder and sleep de but then when i m going to sleep then i look at dear then realise she is soundly asleep faster than i m .... so i wake up and let her slp instead .. hug her to slp .... see her everydae so tired but cannot do anything .... haiz ... reach cwp at 1046 i think ... then realise so late le ... told her if too late then i send her to admiralty mrt but then by the time i reach the mrt station i bu seh de let dear go hm alone so i send her home ... run to admiralty mrt then tak the mrt to yio chu kang .. just in time for the last bus ... heng ar ... reach home at about 12 sumthing .... haha so surprise mami nvr scold me ... haha .. really enjoy the time wit dear ... thought she will be feeling bored so i sms her and ask but she nvr receive so ask yesterdae then she sae she is happie eventhought we onli sit there do nth ... feel so gd ... reach hm then watch tv until 2 sumthing then sleep ... end of SATURDAY ... start of SUNDAY ... todae thought not going out wit dear so sleep longer .. wake up then see my hp ... dear message me sae her cousin bdae then ask me wan go ma ... she sae her mami ask me go ... zi tao xia dao ...haha .. suddenly feel so kan cheong .. anyway got nth to do tat dae so i went ... thinking in my mind .. omg my first time sia dun knoe will give bad impression ma cause fringe very long then the hair lik so untidy ... but then tell myself mus go cause if dun go will be worst so i went ... go amk wait for dear then aft tat go cwp wit her to find her didi and her didi de stead ... reach there earlier so we wait for them ... go find a present for dear cousin together then share ... haha ... aft tat dear go buy a shirt for yesterdae .. go her cousin de bbq there then so pai seh sit at the chair dun dare move ... lol ....dear help me tak noodle lik the first time dear come my house lik tat ... haha ... go bring amy dear de dog for a stroll... haha dear de cousin look cutes .. more tanned then me sia .. haha dear help her tak pic then she will pose de haha so cute ... haha ...dear call her hold me hand then dear sae she jealous le lol haha ... but know dear is joking haha ...send dear home aft tat reach clementi mrt then remember i forget to tak the tumbdrive frm jeff so go his hus wit dear to get it .. he not at home so his mei pass me the tumbdrive ... reach home at 11 sumthing ... haha ... then chat wit dear ... dear sae i lik very sian when i m with her ... hear le feel so bad ... explain to dear then she understand tat i m tired but not tired in seeing her but is in not enough sleep ... haha ... but i realli is sleepy ... hai yo i where will feel tired when i go out wit u ... u dun knoe how happie i m when i can go out wit u ... reach hm then watch tv for a while then sleep .... end of SUNDAY ... start of MONDAY ... todae holidae... got go out wit dear cause vanessa treat us all go eat ..... meet dear then go together .. walk arund hereen then saw xin yue and wei xiong so walk wit they all .. go eat then aft tat go cine walk walk haha wait for the gals go toilet then me and wei xiong stand there then he go di siao a xiao mei mei haha lol .. go cini then the gals go tak neoprint then me and wei xiong go walk walk ... saw leonard so tok wit him for a while ... go walk arund minitoons wit wei xiong ... haha he damn funny sia .. keep di siao people ... lol saw phonix they all then wei xiong call they all shuai ge cause they wear until lik guy lik tat haha lol ... they also go tak neoprint haha .... they tak the neoprint then go back to cwp play pool haha ... see they play cause forget how to play le .. haha wei xiong play till lik pro ... wa kao .. keep winning sia but lose to my dear haha ... dun wan sae how dear win .. haha .... send dear hm aft tat then go hm .. realli dun feel lik going hm ... so sian sia this hm .. message wit dear ... haha ... haha dear sae something tat make me very touched ... cause i ask her she is onli hoping tat thing will come true or she reali believe it will come true then she sae she is serious ... haha reali feel happie ... haha okie .. end of MONDAE ... now for todae .... go sch at 9 then sae aunt in the bus go tok to her ... haha ... she going to another aunt house then come my house ... haha on my way to sch then jeff henry and tom call me and ask me where m i ... first time so many ask me ... go sch then go find them ... aft tat go class .. teacher nvr teach todae .. go for luch aft tat .. shoik sia early lunch ... saw dear then she sae tak the caculator frm her later... finish eating then i go but sweet .. suddenly think of dear so also bought a sweet for dear .... haha ... accompany dear to wait for her lesson ... aft dear go in then i go the 3rd floor find bee they all .. saw the gay ... omg ... stupid sissy ... wa lao he stand at the corner then look at me then i go scold him see wat see then he still can laugh then lik giv the face muack to me then i was so freak out .. i go shout at him then bee kanna scared by me .. reali was so freak out .. dear never do tat to me he tat gay go do tat .. omg ... then tell henry then he sae wan comb him haha .. then he walk pass me and zoe go trip him then he stand there laugh... omg .. jia lat .. sway sia ... pui pui pui ... go for a tok for ELECTRONICS at 2 to 3 haha teng frm MACHANICAL also join us .. haha he go there di siao the teacher ... got back for test aft tat... aft tat accompany tom go eat at cafe then suddenly crave for the dun knoe wat mian bao so go hougang mall buy haha saw housen so di siao him .. haha tom go buy diskette for his project then aft tat he went home then i go watch vcd wit my bro then online .. jus gd i wan online then he also wan online but i on first .. i three dae nvr use le he still dun wan let me use ... haha actually wan wait for dear then watch together de but then jeff wan it back ... so no choice .. haha ... k going to help dear write testi le bye ....

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10:27 AM